I have found myself being very nostalgic recently. It has been a year since I received a diagnosis of DCIS. Those were hard days. I had decisions to make while feeling overwhelmed. This next week marks one year since I crashed after getting my first opinion. While I am not a fan of crashing (I have done it more times than I like to admit), I am so glad that I got a second opinion. I felt so much better about my decision after the calm atmosphere at CTCA in Zion, IL. I greatly appreciate the expert care I received there.
God allowed what I would consider a crooked and rocky path last year to show me how He can make my paths straight. I had to pray my way through repetitious thoughts of “I don’t want to deal with this”. By God’s grace, He kept showing His love time and again as He led me through the situation. I am so glad this part of my story is past. While I will always have some of the difficult memories and I bear the scar of surgery, I do not want to feel sorry for any of it. God gave so much grace. I continue to pray that God’s hand is visible in my life. Whatever path God leads me to walk in the future.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for making my paths straight through tough times. Thank You that I can lean on You. Please help me to continue to submit to Your plans. I want others to see Your hand in my life.
I pray this in Jesus’ name.
God is so good.